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Hatt al-hudad - al-maahn, al-baiid...
I asked myself today, again, "is it possible for me to ever matter to people as much as they do to me?"
And for once, I could say the answer is "yes".
Even if I really am cursed, an exile, demoniacal, the host for disaster - the answer is yes.
In spite of all that.
I asked, and it said "yes."
Or rather, I ought to say: She said yes.
It's all right now. I can remember this moment and hold it close and use it to guide my way when I'm lost.
And for once, I could say the answer is "yes".
Even if I really am cursed, an exile, demoniacal, the host for disaster - the answer is yes.
In spite of all that.
I asked, and it said "yes."
Or rather, I ought to say: She said yes.
It's all right now. I can remember this moment and hold it close and use it to guide my way when I'm lost.
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