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Depressive episode mostly over.
Oct. 6th, 2011 01:40 pmThis morning blew. This afternoon is a little better. I'm going to call my counselor tomorrow because I have to (a) vote on lunch because I have to (b) run straight from fucking work to the damn doctor, which (c) dsfgjkhgsdfgm sdjhdsahjguyerwter asdlkhjsdfgkdfg.
In closing, adsfjkgaretliuyo7seritgdhjlgadhlgladfhjgasdfgipusdgoiujhs. Dammit.
I'm on lunch early because my boss remembered suddenly that he's got an appointment to appraise some stuff this afternoon, so I'm sorry for missing EVERYONE UNDER THE FUCKING SUN and for getting home late besides (I'm probably gonna grab me some poutine on the way home). It's probably for the best though since by that time I'll have stopped flailing around in itty bitty circles (clockwise) and be more pleasant company.
I'm doing better and I'm going to be all right; I'll deal with the cretinous creatures crawling out from under my cranial - uh - chesterfield (goddammit, lack of alliteration - I could have said 'credenza' but I forget what exactly those are or if anything can fit under them) and I'll bounce back because I'm really a stubborn little shit XD
Some of this woe stuff is related to Steve Jobs having passed; this coming so quickly on the heels of Jack Layton dying kind of devastated me a bit and it really snuck the fuck up on me instead of whacking me right away like this kind of thing usually does. Whenever someone dies way too soon I automatically think 'why are they gone and I'm here?'
The answer is [test pattern!], I guess - chance, factors I can't comprehend because they function on a level that would explod my mind to think on. A random universe.
I do not know!
At any rate I should be home around - eight? Maybe? I think? *double facepalm* I'm sorry about emoing everywhere and then just not being around, I really am. I SWEAR I AM ALL RIGHT, I JUST AM BEHOLDEN TO EVERYONE ELSE'S STUPID SCHEDULES TODAY XD;;
Many ♥ for all you guys for dealing with my occasional malarkey and for being there for me so much.
Now, off to the freakin' polls. :B
In closing, adsfjkgaretliuyo7seritgdhjlgadhlgladfhjgasdfgipusdgoiujhs. Dammit.
I'm on lunch early because my boss remembered suddenly that he's got an appointment to appraise some stuff this afternoon, so I'm sorry for missing EVERYONE UNDER THE FUCKING SUN and for getting home late besides (I'm probably gonna grab me some poutine on the way home). It's probably for the best though since by that time I'll have stopped flailing around in itty bitty circles (clockwise) and be more pleasant company.
I'm doing better and I'm going to be all right; I'll deal with the cretinous creatures crawling out from under my cranial - uh - chesterfield (goddammit, lack of alliteration - I could have said 'credenza' but I forget what exactly those are or if anything can fit under them) and I'll bounce back because I'm really a stubborn little shit XD
Some of this woe stuff is related to Steve Jobs having passed; this coming so quickly on the heels of Jack Layton dying kind of devastated me a bit and it really snuck the fuck up on me instead of whacking me right away like this kind of thing usually does. Whenever someone dies way too soon I automatically think 'why are they gone and I'm here?'
The answer is [test pattern!], I guess - chance, factors I can't comprehend because they function on a level that would explod my mind to think on. A random universe.
I do not know!
At any rate I should be home around - eight? Maybe? I think? *double facepalm* I'm sorry about emoing everywhere and then just not being around, I really am. I SWEAR I AM ALL RIGHT, I JUST AM BEHOLDEN TO EVERYONE ELSE'S STUPID SCHEDULES TODAY XD;;
Many ♥ for all you guys for dealing with my occasional malarkey and for being there for me so much.
Now, off to the freakin' polls. :B