It's a new record (also, ew)
Apr. 12th, 2010 08:34 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
yukieCrazy bastard rollercoaster weather patterns + insanely high pollen count + shark week = me having a migraine on and off for three days in a row and then after a day and a half of respite the DAMN THING COMING BACK FOR AN ENCORE.
Add in me having failio B12 levels and you have one dizzy, photophobic, SCREW YOU AND YOUR GODDAMNED PERFUME, got-no-sewing-done me.
I don't like shit going awry in my head on the best of days but since gramma died I've been stupidly paranoid about stuff like that. I know damn well that what happened with her was age-related but it's still making me twitch that now that I'm pushing 30 and my body's kind of settling into a different pattern of shit I'm having slightly different symptomatology to my migraines (by the way: yes, they are - my father and bother are both prone to them, I get aura symptoms, I know what a migraine is, people who lecture and condescend to me abut medical issues as if I were stupid are invariably idiots or just full of themselves). It still starts to my left side all the time (I don't know what's with my left side sinuses/ear/etc. that they're so pissy), and it still feels weirdly like I'm being jabbed in the eye from the BACK of my eyeball or the side and I'm still photophobic and stupidly sensitive to scent, but now after the initial jabbity-eyeball onset it settles into a weird throbby blugghh feeling, nausea, and vertigo/dizzy aaarghh. It responds to the gelcap Advil that I've always used to bash it down and it follows the pattern migraines usually do, so it's very VERY probably JUST MY USUAL MIGRAINE -
- But add onto that my mind latching onto the idea that there is something terribly the matter with my head that could take me out any second AND if that didn't suck enough ALLERGIES HAPPENED which means my sinuses are being assjacks...
Yeah. Not fun.
Would the trees please stop DOING IT and pollinating all over the place for a second please I mean DAMN.
So yeah, I'm going to be back into the swing of things shortly. this just has NOT been an enjoyable cluster of days by any means and I'm just glad the stupid seems to be ebbing. Even if the pollen count is still gigantic.
Oh well. I can handle sinus stupidity. I've got decongestants. XD
Expect more writery from me and perhaps ARTENING even!
Add in me having failio B12 levels and you have one dizzy, photophobic, SCREW YOU AND YOUR GODDAMNED PERFUME, got-no-sewing-done me.
I don't like shit going awry in my head on the best of days but since gramma died I've been stupidly paranoid about stuff like that. I know damn well that what happened with her was age-related but it's still making me twitch that now that I'm pushing 30 and my body's kind of settling into a different pattern of shit I'm having slightly different symptomatology to my migraines (by the way: yes, they are - my father and bother are both prone to them, I get aura symptoms, I know what a migraine is, people who lecture and condescend to me abut medical issues as if I were stupid are invariably idiots or just full of themselves). It still starts to my left side all the time (I don't know what's with my left side sinuses/ear/etc. that they're so pissy), and it still feels weirdly like I'm being jabbed in the eye from the BACK of my eyeball or the side and I'm still photophobic and stupidly sensitive to scent, but now after the initial jabbity-eyeball onset it settles into a weird throbby blugghh feeling, nausea, and vertigo/dizzy aaarghh. It responds to the gelcap Advil that I've always used to bash it down and it follows the pattern migraines usually do, so it's very VERY probably JUST MY USUAL MIGRAINE -
- But add onto that my mind latching onto the idea that there is something terribly the matter with my head that could take me out any second AND if that didn't suck enough ALLERGIES HAPPENED which means my sinuses are being assjacks...
Yeah. Not fun.
Would the trees please stop DOING IT and pollinating all over the place for a second please I mean DAMN.
So yeah, I'm going to be back into the swing of things shortly. this just has NOT been an enjoyable cluster of days by any means and I'm just glad the stupid seems to be ebbing. Even if the pollen count is still gigantic.
Oh well. I can handle sinus stupidity. I've got decongestants. XD
Expect more writery from me and perhaps ARTENING even!
