*stabby stabby stabby*
May. 5th, 2011 02:11 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
yukieIt'd be SO NICE if PMS didn't make me hate the fuck out of almost everything, seriously.
It's like my shadow's risen up to GNAW MY FACE.
I can acknowledge this, I just really fucking hate feeling this way because whenever I do I keep thinking my dad was right and therefore it's just A-O-FUCKING-KAY for people to treat me however fucking poorly they want BECAUSE I ASKED FOR IT BY BEING ME.
All I can do is ride it out because flailing at it makes it worse. All I can do is go, okay, right, I'm pissed.
And hope no one decides now is a really special good time to fuck with me for kicks because then I'm going to start making Dracula look sociable.
...Goddamn, I need chocolate.
It's like my shadow's risen up to GNAW MY FACE.
I can acknowledge this, I just really fucking hate feeling this way because whenever I do I keep thinking my dad was right and therefore it's just A-O-FUCKING-KAY for people to treat me however fucking poorly they want BECAUSE I ASKED FOR IT BY BEING ME.
All I can do is ride it out because flailing at it makes it worse. All I can do is go, okay, right, I'm pissed.
And hope no one decides now is a really special good time to fuck with me for kicks because then I'm going to start making Dracula look sociable.
...Goddamn, I need chocolate.
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Date: 2011-05-06 12:59 am (UTC)There is a WALL O' CHOCOLATE at Wallyworld right now- I spent a good hour organizing it. It's mostly European and fancy-shmancy dark chocolate left over from like Feb that they're trying to get rid of. I just wish it was discounted MOAR because I kind of want to eat one of everything. Even the weird Chua panko bar. XD